Utterly, Completely, Painfully...Lovely

Painfully I cry when you do,

I ache when you do,

In fact, I ache for you.

Without you here I'm alone,

Incomplete,

And I want to make you whole,

Happy,

Successful.

I want to want

To be there

To understand

Love.

To Love.

It never made sense until now.

It's consuming,

Everlasting,

Powerful,

And…

Painful.

I worry what will happen when I leave.

Will I survive?

Will you?

Or will we ache, and want, and

Feel pain?

Will we Love?

Will Love consume us still?

It's too late for me to ponder questions,

But too early to comprehend the answers.

Is it wrong to continue the fall Painfully,

Completely,

Utterly,

Into Love?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I really was in love.

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