Painfully I cry when you do,
I ache when you do,
In fact, I ache for you.
Without you here I'm alone,
Incomplete,
And I want to make you whole,
Happy,
Successful.
I want to want
To be there
To understand
Love.
To Love.
It never made sense until now.
It's consuming,
Everlasting,
Powerful,
And…
Painful.
I worry what will happen when I leave.
Will I survive?
Will you?
Or will we ache, and want, and
Feel pain?
Will we Love?
Will Love consume us still?
It's too late for me to ponder questions,
But too early to comprehend the answers.
Is it wrong to continue the fall Painfully,
Completely,
Utterly,
Into Love?