And Nothing was Enough

I've tried so long to forget you.

Telling myself you were bad for me.

Yet, this morning I woke up to the memory of you again.

I told myself this wouldn't happen again.

I told myself I had forgotten you.

Yet there you were in my dreams.

It was such an akward vision.

All of our friends were there,

And then you walked through the door.

Akward silence, I shielded my eyes from you.

Didn't know what to say to you or anyone else.

What do you say to the only person you've actually loved?

I chose to say nothing.  

And nothing was enough to see you still cared too.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Weird dream last night. I don't think it'll ever be possible to erase what has occured in the past.  There will be no Eternal Sunshine for my spotless mind.

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