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I walk
I don’t see
I am blind
I fall
I get up
I’m pushed back down
So now I crawl
And I’m stepped on by you
Now I carry both our weight
But I keep going
You have the nerve to ask me what’s wrong
Why I’m so weak
Why I’m no longer strong
I’ve lost it all
And you believe it’s my fault
I give you the credit of the thought
Because it sometimes is
When it’s not my fault you don’t believe me
Why do I still tell you about it?
When I really shouldn’t?
I want to let go
I can’t be happy
I’m just dragging you down
Holding you back
Pushing you on the ground
Don’t look up at me like that
Just keep crawling
Carrying our weight
You bring tears to my eyes
And I sit and I cry
No more yelling at the sky
No more sitting in the night
I’ll fix myself for you
Who cares what I like
I love you
Why am I used just for all the things I do
To be thrown away for someone to put themselves further in their issue
The words you speak
The things you tell me
It hurts me but I bring it all on myself
I need to stop thinking of only myself
I’m going to kill me
I know this needs to stop