My heart is tired of the ache
Tired of the pain
My soul is tired of hell
My mind tired of my brain
My wrists tired of the grace of my blade
My blood is tired of renuing itself
Just to get drained
My feet are tired of running the miles away
Just to be depressed for another day
My hands are too tired to try
Just again to be denied
My smile is tired of being wasted
My face tired of being painted
My chest tired of being heated
With your possession
I'll get you no where
Why am I your obsession?
My thoughts tired of questions
Tired of the confustion
Tired of the deliberation
The argument gets me no where
I need you here
I'm tired of explaining to those who don't care
It is as if me they can't hear
Take me by the hand
And show me the world you understand
You can try to make me see
But I can't
Just let me fall and don't catch me
I'll join the fallen army
But you control me
You are the reason I get up
The reason I sleep
Is this even me?
Or am I what you want me to be?
I refuse to be who you want me to be
That much you could never control me
I'll run from a person who loves me
To greet my depression
I'm not a happy person
And this is my confession
I'm sinking into a bigger hole
I'll never learn the lesson
I keep digging myself deeper
In a pit of depression