An All Day Depression

I cut my wrists again today

Just to watch my life slip away

I don't want to be alive anymore

I have nothing to live for

I walk alone again

As the rain pours down

You disturb my silence again

And I fall down

Just kick me

You can't hurt me anymore

I'm made of metal and ice down to my core

I'll just be your ghost

Your shadow

You only want me on our sunny days

But you can't step on me now

I wish I could remember how to breathe

Remember how to live

Remember me

I hope she makes you happy

We both know I don't

I'll just welcome in the depression

And away my soul will float

Here we go again down the same road

I'll want to die again until I actually let go

I love you so much but you don't want me anymore

My heart and soul are so broken and torn

I don't feel that you need me as you did before

You don't love me anymore

I'm sinking into the mud

The ghost of our love I will become

But I will haunt myself

Retracing my welts

As I'm burned again

And my heart melts

I won't be the one to turn our love to ashes

As my soul goes back to the blackness

I'm tired of granting you madness

As are you to my sadness

I have such a fright you will leave me

Because you do not need me

I can't help you

You can't help me

I want to die today

So I lay in the water

And think of how happy you make me

And I drift away

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