A Wreck Walking

Another four years I have to last

Another week until I see you

That's plenty of time for the scars to heal

And you never have to know

But as such a surprise I see you tomorrow

I'll just wear a sweatshirt

And if you happen to see

I can say my cat got me...

But the scars arn't right

You won't believe me

If I get warm I'll just put on my wristband

And hope in all the love it does not slip

But if it does and you see

Please don't be mad at me and leave

Don't hurt yourself

That just makes it harder for me

I can't stop

The world weighs too much for me

I'm gonna break

I'm like glass and these are cracks in my skin

I'm not stable and I can't keep above water

It's hard to keep afloat when you can't swim

The current just keeps pulling you under

But somehow you get up just long enough to take a breath

To save your life nd then go back under

It's torture and sometimes you hope you stay under and drown

Sometimes when you're in pain death is a hope

And other times a prayer

But then you think of the people you have to live for

That you would never want to hurt

So just keep your scars because thats all you are

They are an emblem of your name

They represent your bleeding heart

They represent your pain

Just go back to what you always do

And pretend she's the blame

 

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