Another four years I have to last
Another week until I see you
That's plenty of time for the scars to heal
And you never have to know
But as such a surprise I see you tomorrow
I'll just wear a sweatshirt
And if you happen to see
I can say my cat got me...
But the scars arn't right
You won't believe me
If I get warm I'll just put on my wristband
And hope in all the love it does not slip
But if it does and you see
Please don't be mad at me and leave
Don't hurt yourself
That just makes it harder for me
I can't stop
The world weighs too much for me
I'm gonna break
I'm like glass and these are cracks in my skin
I'm not stable and I can't keep above water
It's hard to keep afloat when you can't swim
The current just keeps pulling you under
But somehow you get up just long enough to take a breath
To save your life nd then go back under
It's torture and sometimes you hope you stay under and drown
Sometimes when you're in pain death is a hope
And other times a prayer
But then you think of the people you have to live for
That you would never want to hurt
So just keep your scars because thats all you are
They are an emblem of your name
They represent your bleeding heart
They represent your pain
Just go back to what you always do
And pretend she's the blame