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i want to bleed out this time

i dont want to live this life

i thought u were here for comfort

for love

but ur killing me

im alone now like i wanted but now i dont want to be

even with u angry at me

yelling at me

i just want to hear ur voice

im trapped in heartache where minutes feel like hours

and i thought tonight i was going to cry myself to sleep

next time i do i will rest in peace

i will slit my wrists lay on my bed and go to sleep

not waking again to pain

not ever

tears will cry as i lay taking my last breath my final day

but i wont have to wake up again

i wont have to make u mad again

these days are cold

there is a silence between my mother and i

and i hurt constatly

everyone is leaving me

everything is falling apart

how could u of all people break my heart?

u said u wouldnt hurt me

and even though u did not touch me u did

u lied to me

to get back at me

do u know how i felt then?

i felt as if u cheated on me

as if u committed adultury

i thought of the sin

i thought of u burning

and i wondered how we would ever get past this

u almost let my soul drain completely out of my heart

and i thought of doing the same with my blood

i thought of how i couldnt trust u anymore

with no trust there is no relationship

and i almost left u

u hurt me worse than anyone ever could

it was all a lie

but the rage that followed was no more than my pathetic relief that u did not cheat on me

that u didnt commit adultury

but u gave into an alternate sin

and lied to me and broke my heart

i forgive u

but u cant take back what uve done