theres a sign on my door that only i can see
welcome to Eveavera it reads
i open my door and take a deep breath
because here i cannot bleed
the music i play here is heard through the whole kingdom
and it is loved, not dreaded to be heard
the animals love it when there queen is here
there is always sun and life never dies
there is not a place where a limp body lies
here there is no alcohol
there is no violence leading to a broken prison
smoking doesnt exist to give u worry
and u cant hear screams
here i can live my dreams
and theyre not rejected
here i am not rejected
i am so at peace because i can be me
i shouldnt have to only be myself on Halloween
i hide myself with a mask of skin
with scars on it
water from my shower washes my blood down the drain
as my razor grades my skin
i open my skin like unzipping a zipper
tears come out my eyes but i dont not whimper
i erase the pain from life like this
because i know no one cares
i see everyone but they do not see me
i take a shower to clean my skin but i cannot cleanse my soul
the loneliness of abandonment made it too cold
i waslk between the trees alone
the crows are singing perched on tombstones
the wind is blowing my hair out of my dead face
my eyes are set on my victim
and im home