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u cant kill whats inside
but u bear her name
i wont let u take control of me
you've given me nothing but pain
i need to grip my sanity
and i will be putting u back in your grave
but i cant attack the door from which u came
i need to stay away from fallen angels
but i cant run from myself
i want to be the old toy upon the dusty shelf
if i go unnoticed pain cannot happen
watching life from the side makes my eyes madden
i cannot run i cannot hide so why do i try
i cannot believe the sightings of my eye
i know this love is fraud as u do not care
i see it in your eyes and by the actions you bare
cuts on your palms and chains on your wrists
they wrap around your hand and you make a bloody fist
because u know more than they and see behind their lies
u see the mask behind their eyes and u let them lie
but u too have a mask that u wear to not see
just put on your mask and tell me u love me
tell me no matter what i do your here with me
this is what i want to hear, but more so of what i want to see
i want to see you love me
i want to feel it too
there is nothing i want more
than to be loved by you
you cant see me bleed but for this reason i will
I'm afraid of my soul, that my heart will never heal
i want to be a doll so i can be unreal
dolls have a perfection that i never will
they dance with grace and walk without sound
they always wear a smile we never see them frown
their blushing cheeks and long eyelashes compliment their perfect faces
and everybody loves them
while three people love me
but i am grateful for those three
and in return i will love them more than she