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i cannot give you what i do not posses myslef
so you get no love from me
praying is uncertainty
bleeding without heeling me
so no longer do i pray
it is not me who doesn't believe in God
it is He who does not believe in me
He is looking down on me
doubting my abilities
reconstructing my soul away from darkness and cold
to light and happiness
but is this who i am?
can i even pretend?
or could i convince myself completely without your hand?
i believe i can
so when you see me and my mythical happiness
don't be
you don't care you cant even see me
my inner struggles
my demons
you only care about you
but still as always if i had one last thing to say
it would be that i love you, forever and always

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