NO!
No, I will not let you place your leash around my neck,
Nor your harness about my shoulders.
I will not let another string me up like his puppet.
I will not be chained,
Or dance for a fools delight.
I refuse to be coerced
I have enough that must be delt with,
I will break under the burden others place on me.
I have no allies to ease my suffering,
and when I ease theirs it is I who then is burdend.
No, I will not give in to my darkness.
I will not take this others burden,
Will not let those thoughts enter,
Will not be a puppet,
Will not let another restict me with their corset.
I refuse the taint of my darkness,
And the bitterness of a foolishly weighted heart.
I am my own.
These are MY problems,
and only those I trust will know of my continuous struggle
with this monster.
A monster of my own creation,
but I will conquer this foe,
Will be light again,
Will not be taken by darkness.
Unless I fail again