Here I Stand

throughout the years i've tried

struggles i've survived

and tears i've cried

still i rise

making it without a father

raised by momz and loved by the family

if only you could imagine the things i've had to endure

unconscious on a bed

not knowing if i was to awaken or if i was lying there on my death bed

sometimes i often wonder how'd been if he'd just tooken me

had anyone missed me

here i stand forgiving those who've hurted me

you no longer have controll of me

here i stand with my head held high waving those whom neglected me

now bye

here i stand stronger and wiser

living the moment like there's no tomorrow

yes here i am, here i stand

 

-Emunique

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This poem really stirred my

This poem really stirred my emotions. I like a poem that sets fire to my pain - once in a while, and this poem did that; perhaps, because I have had similar struggles. I was raised by Catholic Nuns in an orphanage. When I finally got adopted, I was beaten almost daily, until finally at age seventeen I ran away to join the United States Marine Corps. At age eighteen I saw my first real combat. I was wounded twice, and the whole time I thought God was punishing me. Then I woke up to the realization that "I did nothing wrong." I climbed out, and the rest is history! Anyway, I have a few of my favorite quotes for you, because it is not about reaching the top of the mountain, it is about how you climb it, and that requires serious effort, sometimes pain, and many times life-threatening struggles - before getting to the place you feel you need (or want) to be.

 

“It was written I should be loyal to the nightmare of my choice.”

― Joseph Conrad, Heart of Darkness

 

There is scarcely any passion without struggle.”

― Albert Camus, The Myth of Sisyphus and Other Essays

 

“Those who do not move, do not notice their chains.”

― Rosa Luxemburg

 

“As beauty lies in eyes of beholder, struggling lies in reaching further. ”

― Santosh Kalwar

 

I think your stuggles caused you to reach further, and it appears you came out on top. Good climbing girl!

 

Emunique's picture

yeaa :) thanks

yeaa :) thanks


 && some rather lose love than to move on not even knowing what it feel like &

Dmack8104's picture

:)

Beautiful


An ignorant mind neglects common sense, seeking what doesn't exists, unaware of the coming abyss, and cannot see the hate behind a loving kiss. - Devonte Mack

’ ̿’̵͇̿̿з=(ˆ◡ˆ)=ε/̵͇̿̿/’̿’̿ ̿ Don't make me shoot you with my love, Its deadly..

Emunique's picture

aaww thank you :)

aaww thank you :)


 && some rather lose love than to move on not even knowing what it feel like &