I breathe in this moment to taste my reflection and excrete this illusion
Looking for some kind of peace inside of you, but finding no resolve
Reaching into the darkness to find a cure for this delusion
Pulling back self-loathing, apathy, and dependency
This no longer comforts me
And it’s in these moments of solitude
That I tend to lose my nerve
Forgive the emptiness I exude
However distant it may be, I can still feel you pulling me closer
Every time I close my eyes I can see you chasing me
I am getting so weak I may just fall over
I can see in your eyes you’re practicing erasing me
So much easier than facing me
And it’s in these moments of solitude
That I tend to lose my nerve
Forgive the emptiness I exude
Hiding amongst the thieves and liars
Begging and pleading for a fix
Hiding from you all of my dark desires
No one left to relate to in my conflicts
Lonely and cold until my time expires