And it’s back again
Swinging like a pendulum
Forth and back again
It’s all so cumbersome
Been holding on so long
I forgot how to release my grip
Now I’m crawling
Lost in this ego trip
And it’s back swinging
And it leaves me clinging…
Almost hypnotizes the idle eyes
So overwhelmingly synchronized
Eloquent in its simplicity
Its ability to control me
Back and forth, right on time
It’s motivation, so divine
Seconds turned to decades
Moments spent manic
Unaware of what lurks beneath
Now sending me in a panic
Can’t help but feel a little frantic
It’s motivation, so divine
And it’s back again
Just can’t keep it away
So many thoughts running
Yet I have nothing to say
Broken, I’m breaking
I run, it meets me halfway
Naked and shaking
Just can’t get away
There’s one way
To end it all today
And I still may….
It will leave you feeling dejected
Hopeless and demoralized
Reach into your thoughts
Make you doubt your lover’s eyes
Every time it comes back again
A part of your soul dies
So beautiful in its simplicity
So clever in its disguise
Last place you expect it to be
Oh what a surprise, this voice isn’t me
But it’s dragging me down just the same