Another evening cum night at work
One more mundane period of my life
Gets preserved in destiny's scrolls.
I return to what is more of a house
Than a home
Seeking peace, rest and love --
A welcoming smile, a longing kiss
And a heart-warming embrace --
As any normal person does
After toiling more for his loved ones
Than for his own high-goaled self.
But there is just me and the sky
Often having its starry beauty
And moonlit calm
Hidden by the hovering clouds...
Darkness, stillness, wintery stabs
Strike from all around
As the time for the sun to rise draws near
And Linda Ronstadt and Doris Day
Frankie Laine and Chris De Burgh
K.L. Saigal and Lata Mangeshkar
Croon on modern-day digital music players
I have always sought a sweet lullaby
And the softness of true, womanly love
Ever since I stepped into manhood.
I have my beloved, rare woman
Who is as desperate as I am
In a continent beyond the seas.
I long for her to be in my arms
And show how much I miss her
And how much I crave for her
At the moments when only she
Posseses the care and fondness
To soothe and comfort me
We talk on the phone
Or chat on the Internet
But often even this cannot be done
As field work keeps me preoccupied
In fulfilling my commitments
As a father and son
And to keep my thoughts
Of love and passion from overwhelming me.
I know that even my sweetest of them all
Is undergoing the same torment
And thinking of her suffering I ache even more
And slowly and slowly
I take refuge in supplicating to Him
Who brought us together and joined our souls
In the bond of His blessed and gifted love.
How long will this go on I often ask Him
And all that comes back is a reassurance
That patience is rewarded bountifully
But will I manage to keep on living thus?
That is something that is still unknown
And a poison which is killing me
Slowly, steadily, neatly and surely.
My best friends are also busy
Even they are working like automatons
Day in and day out
For those who have stopped needing them
And deprived them of the love they seek
How entangled in the same skein are we all!
O God Almighty, where to go
When even You are taking your own time
In making your angels fill the void
Of the vast separation engulfing me
My beloved, rare woman
And my time-tested friends.
Loneliness is a python O God
That is devouring us all
One by one
Without anybody around aware of it….
Tell Your angels O Almighty
To save us from this death-like state...
(Written and posted by Muhammad Naveed Ahmed (Emmenay).
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