Beating sadness was not easy
My eyes always stayed weary
From the problems that gripped me
For most of the past days and nights.
And like Ahmad Faraz, the Pakistani poet
I too used to talk to myself thus:
Why take refuge in sleep
When death awaits us with open arms?
Then my guardian angel intervened for me
With the Lord of all worlds
And I bade goodbye to the saqis
Of the taverns I used to go
And while away the sleepless hours
And finally I did succeed
And found refuge in the divine Saqi:
God Almighty -- who always loves me
Unconditionally and wants nothing
In return at His blessed Tavern
Which is invisible to those
Who wander and seek not the very best
Of that which soothes the soul --
The basic ingredient of everything called living.
I am not abnormal at all
Because, when Orion and Gemini, rise in October
And Cassiopeia keeps smiling at me
I am drawn to tears while fighting the sadness
Which seeks to wreck havoc on me
And all that which belongs to me and mine.
Then my divine Saqi, God Almighty
Draws me nearer and nearer to His Tavern
And I find soothing relaxation
Which heals me completely and refreshes me
Till I find myself closing my eyes naturally
And without any effort on my part.
I drink the best drink -- of thankfulness and gratitude
At the invisible Tavern
Along with the constellations
Of calm and breezy early dawn.
I am moving away further and further
With each passing day
Into the company of those who are happy
At the invisible Tavern of the Almighty Saqi.
I care no more for what this world has to offer
Nor do I pine for what I cannot have
For the most gracious Almighty Saqi
Has shown me and welcomed me
To His everlasting Tavern
Of total peace and healing love.
O that others who are still astray
And lurking in man-made bars
Late at night to cope with anxiety
And depression and self-caused pity
Can find the way to the invisible High Tavern
Of the Sublime Saqi, God Almighty....
the change in my life
great poem...the change in your life is a nice one...this worlld really doesn't have much to offer. I agree....
as you already know, you remain one of my favorite poets...blessings....heather
Nice heart felt poem!
Nice heart felt poem!