another life obstacle

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A flow of confusion comes across her mind,
Searching for an answer one cannot find.

Going into a risky situation almost blind,
With an expectation that two souls eventually will be entwined.

A broken heart and torn soul searching for love,
Making reckless decisions in an attempt to find that one sent from above.

Love it may have become but the way it was done was wrong,
In a desperate attempt to find out where one belongs.

The one who fears change the most has sacrificed it all,
Only praying he will catch her when eventually she does fall.

Big dreams and or plans that are so far out of reach,
But the importance it has to her she would preach.

A little boy her flesh and blood,
Everytime she leaves has to hold back tears threating to spill out like a flood.

The danger of a razor or a bottle of pills,
dangerous thoughts of one with depression is what kills.

Left alone to dwell in ones sorrow,
The pain thats bottled up with no hope for tomorrow.

Holding on for everyone else sake,
For a selfish decision she does not want to make.

For if it is her own life she does take,
She does not want to be responsible for anothers mistake.

The weight apon her shoulders is almost to much to bare,
He does not put challenges that we cannot face but how is this fair.

Within an inch of her life he expects her to put down the knife,
Pick herself up only to deal with all this strife.

The love from another and her reciprocated feelings has kept her strong,
But without her son something still feels wrong.

I guess she'll have to wait it out,
She really does love him without a doubt.

For all the sacrifices she has made,
Her love for him still does not fade.

Sometimes she wonders if he feels the same,
Cause to her this is real it isn't a game.

So she will pick up and once again fight,
For everything she cares for she will make it right.

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Wow! That's an awful big

Wow! That's an awful big write written too painfully well! Great work cheers SS


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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Thank you :)

Thank you :)