Heart sunk deep in my chest
Thoughts of death
And thoughts of failure fill my head
Everything feels so cold
So alone
Sitting in the darkness
Trying to clear the thoughts of suicide
Tears fill my eyes
Feelings of worthlessness
And pain of inedaquence slice through my sunken heart
Mind slows down
Can't think straight
No need for food
Never hungry
All the energy leaves my body
By taking a shower
I hold this knife in my hand
It's so shiny
I wonder
Would anyone miss me?
Or forget that I even existed
The knife slices through my skin
No pain this time
Suddenly
Everything goes dark