Staying Together

I always hated it when bill entered the bar

reminding me of Caroline Mary

and how she left me for him

oh God I've been lonely

since her departure

after all she promised me love and faithfulness openly

in front of others

saying she was dedicated to our future

using love forever words

I'm getting used to the loneliness

but I can't get over the regrets

the regrets that can't be avoided when love

dedicated to another becomes history

and all of one's soul is devoured by the heart

and lies within that pump

cursing the wrong choices life serves up

leaving the living corpse cold with reality....

Is is so wrong to want love closure??

Thank you God for giving us love to procreate

but why can't your creations

live by the morals you created to make love special,

a sanctuary for peace of mind

with family roots spreading through all of mankind

a home for tenderness despite the imperfections

that make us wanting.........

imperfections that

responsible lovers bridge in loving recognition

I can't understand why I have to be the recipient of the only tortured past

out of the entire affair

just because I loved totally without doubt,

in innocence......yes, innocence!

Don't tell me this is the GD 21st.century!

Did someone change the makeup of the heart somewhere along the way?

If so, I don't want it!

Send my heart to hell and let it burn with

Caroline Mary's

That way we'll have to accept the responsibility

of STAYING TOGETHER!

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