I always hated it when bill entered the bar
reminding me of Caroline Mary
and how she left me for him
oh God I've been lonely
since her departure
after all she promised me love and faithfulness openly
in front of others
saying she was dedicated to our future
using love forever words
I'm getting used to the loneliness
but I can't get over the regrets
the regrets that can't be avoided when love
dedicated to another becomes history
and all of one's soul is devoured by the heart
and lies within that pump
cursing the wrong choices life serves up
leaving the living corpse cold with reality....
Is is so wrong to want love closure??
Thank you God for giving us love to procreate
but why can't your creations
live by the morals you created to make love special,
a sanctuary for peace of mind
with family roots spreading through all of mankind
a home for tenderness despite the imperfections
that make us wanting.........
imperfections that
responsible lovers bridge in loving recognition
I can't understand why I have to be the recipient of the only tortured past
out of the entire affair
just because I loved totally without doubt,
in innocence......yes, innocence!
Don't tell me this is the GD 21st.century!
Did someone change the makeup of the heart somewhere along the way?
If so, I don't want it!
Send my heart to hell and let it burn with
Caroline Mary's
That way we'll have to accept the responsibility
of STAYING TOGETHER!