""MY LIFE FROM YOUR KNOWLEGE

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A Reason To Live

i sit at the computer screen being alone and upset

finding places to crawl into the wall is what i expect

i lost one love and it's hard to deal with a fathers death

i lost friends and family it's all i had left



seeing the dark clouds follow me and relase me

see the man holding the rope to tease me

see the sun which tries to give me life



but i can't live the fact that there gone

the fact that he wasa wrong and they where right

that fact that my love killed her that night

it's not against me my world is hated it's not against me

her father had stated,



i live my life now as days go by

gives us on more reason to try

to understand what we got for

i'm just so original



i take your hand and guide and you just spit on me

i find things to buy you and you just use me

you said you cared when all you did was hurt me even more

you left me at the theater that night it pored



i sunk into the mudd wondering why

finding my tree escape wishing i would die

walking down the hill from carmike

hoping that i would see your headlights

coming towards me as you speed

if i hadn't of jumped out of the way i would of been history



so we all have our feelings and we all have our dreams

and i sit here talking to you as your reading my poetry

don't you feel special don't you feel loved

this whole poem is inside your head

it's a virtual online hug

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like it good

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teresa_r's picture

i can relate this sounds alot like me good poem.

teresa_r's picture

i can relate this sounds alot like me good poem.