i sit at the computer screen being alone and upset
finding places to crawl into the wall is what i expect
i lost one love and it's hard to deal with a fathers death
i lost friends and family it's all i had left
seeing the dark clouds follow me and relase me
see the man holding the rope to tease me
see the sun which tries to give me life
but i can't live the fact that there gone
the fact that he wasa wrong and they where right
that fact that my love killed her that night
it's not against me my world is hated it's not against me
her father had stated,
i live my life now as days go by
gives us on more reason to try
to understand what we got for
i'm just so original
i take your hand and guide and you just spit on me
i find things to buy you and you just use me
you said you cared when all you did was hurt me even more
you left me at the theater that night it pored
i sunk into the mudd wondering why
finding my tree escape wishing i would die
walking down the hill from carmike
hoping that i would see your headlights
coming towards me as you speed
if i hadn't of jumped out of the way i would of been history
so we all have our feelings and we all have our dreams
and i sit here talking to you as your reading my poetry
don't you feel special don't you feel loved
this whole poem is inside your head
it's a virtual online hug
i can relate this sounds alot like me good poem.
i can relate this sounds alot like me good poem.