Doing Nothing

I am exhausted from doing nothing

 

I’d rather be doing something, anything;

 

There is no crueler torcher than

 

Watching the clock on my screen

 

Changing numbers so slowly

 

As if it forgoten how to count.

 

 

 

I’d rather be going somewhere, anywhere;

 

With my car windows open and rain coming in

 

Making me nervous and jumpy

 

Loosing the sight of the road

 

Forgetting where I'am going

 

Focusing on a now.

 

 

 

I’d rather be sleeping somewhere, anywhere;

 

On a beach in Pompano,

 

Or in a crowded subway cart

 

With my head bopping back and forth,

 

Or on a train going some place I’ve never been before

 

Excited to see it and scared not to like it.

 

 

 

I’d rather be where you are

 

In a gray jail cell with twelve others

 

With only one way in and out

 

That you don’t get to use enough

 

I’d rather be there with you

 

Punished for what you’ve done.

 

 

 

I’d rather be anywhere but here…

 

 

 

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