I love you so much I can not explain
seems impossible to love past the pain
To love another but not yourself
Do I hate myself
So hard to mother you the way I need to
being present and having fun things to do
Absent from this moment we have together
you grow so fast its not forever
Why can't I be who you need me to be
too depressed to really see
you and not me
I get in the way and want to hide
my head in the covers until I die
But long as I'm alive
I will fight to survive
even though I'm sad inside
you are here by my side
In my heart must be a reserve
I would never keep you from love you deserve
sweet words of love
sweet words of love
ron parrish