I have always been seeking rightfulness
Magnetize by the obvious brilliance of whiteness
I am neither good nor bad; I am just repelled by darkness
More and more I dwell inside my self
As my sight deepens, awakening all my sense
In the center, between the contradictions
Where clarity chosen to stay
I saw sparks of the hidden depth of gray
Felt the necessity of my constant pray
Why losing day after day in silly play?
When I came from clay
Who am I without thee breathe in me
Who am I without thee Mercy?
When I grieve for all what had escaped me
Enmeshing the self in pettiness
Letting youth pass in vain
I go beyond all pleasure and pain
To My Beloved I come close and near
A voice comes from my soul not so often I hear
Causing eyes to fall in tears
Cleansing my heart, losing my fears
In constant prayers the mud settles
Water becomes so transparent and clear,
Feeling joy in the midst of sorrow
Immersed I am in that great bliss
Captured in this sweet grace
Diminuniton
The lowering of the ego gives rise to a sense of peace, but no solace, not way to change the world immediately around us. So we go inside to find those things we can not see in the world - as a poet is it important to reveal what the heart knows - the truth is universal and dangerous to share - but poets share without fear, with a lot of ego - Lady A
I hope that poet who shares without fear still alive in me
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