Oh! My sweetheart I ached for you so bitterly
There was nothing more frustrating
than chasing dreams, catching one
and let it go at the same time
There was nothing more disappointing
than waiting for your train
And watching it leaving without me again
There was nothing more painful
than seeing the picture of my dream passing
right in front of my eyes, again and again
There was nothing more hurting
than witnessing your ship sailing away through my vein, again and again
There was nothing more burning than
wanting to dive in my own vein to join your pulse
There was nothing more consuming than
sensing your pain and wanting to comfort you in my arms
There was nothing more paralyzing than
wishing to fly with you, taking this ride by keeping one foot on the ground
There was nothing more confusing
than the knowledge of your presence and the fact of your absence
There was nothing more confusing
than hearing you clearly in my ears and searching the places for your face
There was nothing more torturing than
having to block you all that time, thinking that God is testing me in what I mostly desire
Oh ! My Beloved God
How would I be tested in the heart you control and I don’t
How would I be tested in what I have no knowledge off
All I know now, is knowing that I know nothing
You Know
...how to write a poem. You post it and keep writing...that's incredible. Here, we grow stronger by trial and error, but always by initiating and doing - hence the definition of freedom that we mostly squander and take for granted foolishly - Lady A