When the city became like a prison
I was dying to get out to breathe
I wanted to roam in deserts and mountains
I wanted to walk with a lamp from door to door
Searching for the �One� who was not to be found
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I wanted to reach the seventh sky without hand
I wanted to sail without water, travel without feet
I wanted to be the ocean, beholding the descending moon
I wanted with his sight to sleep
Until I looked to myself, and found myself no more
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I wanted to be the sky, beholding the warmth of the sun
I wanted to embrace his heat
Until I feel his tenderness, and feel cold no more
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I wanted to be the cloud,
raining with feeling on the dehydrated heart
I wanted to be the gardener planting flowers in the chest
I wanted to be the butterfly on a poet's pen,
I wanted to be the inspiration in the ink
Until I inhale the meaning, and be imprisoned in lines no more
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I wanted to listen to love music played,
I wanted to hear the unfinished poem
I wanted to be the present beholding the Past
I wanted to defend my birth cord from greed
I wanted to be the mother, her children she breast feed
I wanted to be the candle catching the fire for hope to keep
I wanted to be the Breeze whisper of love song
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I wanted to be the flower bending with the rain
I wanted to be the white pigeon to stop the pain
I wanted to walk with the brave, tired from the submissive
I wanted to blend with the source of happiness
To survive the sad reality and sustain the dreams
I wanted to be a blue bird singing, not worrying who hears
But I sealed my lips while my heart weeps
because of the city's freaks
Guarded my words for the unfriendly ears�
HI Elham. This was a great poem. I am glad I stopped by, and I will come back for more readings.
Ali