Your Not Here



Your not here to set things straight

To argue all this unkindness and hate

To defeat the greediness

mounted up in the hearts

Five days after you’re gone

I moved out

With my misfortune

and a bag of newspapers inside

Having your pictures

with the news spreading around

Stating you are gone for eternity

Altering all the Beginnings to an End

Fate made the choice

Pointing its finger to me, saying:

“All was planned for a Glory reason beyond your mind”

“Regret never attempt he is worth all the struggles and the stands”

“ What are you waiting for?”

“There is no one you can trust here

The best one is gone”

“It is an ignorant selfish world”

“Prove you need not to demonstrate

for the narrow-mind

That trembles

with any nonsense word

Believe every story is told

Leave them to their limited dictionary and world

No one can ever change what was true and real”

“You possess one precious asset which no one can steal

It is the power to think your own thoughts

and to be your self”

Your blessed with this peace inside

For hate and revenge there is no space

What else you needed

when you had his loving smiling face

“Pack up your suitcase,

this is not your place”

“Collect your things and move on,

If they closed this small door

The world is your gateway

To defeat truth there is no way



~*~



“Day by day you will find you’re way”

“Free to have you’re say”

“Free to dream and fulfill your dreams anyway”

“Your love will always stay”

“The bond you shared won't go away

No matter how far he is today”



~*~



One day you will open your eyes

The pain will fade away

And in your eyes

There will be no more tears

Then you will be happy in every way

because his love, is here to stay”



~*~



"My lady don’t cry,

Your tears are flooding his grave”

“Now, dry your tears,

there's no need to be sad”

“He loved you strong and proud”



~*~



Fly as the white pigeon in the sky

With a peace mission under your arm

Open your heart for the light

Like the white flower

Opens in the darkest night

Run across the fields

Rebellious arabian horse

On the rythm of the beating heart

Ride the troubles with a laugther

Rise above every fence

With patients

you will win the race

Patient!!!

All you need is time

~*~

In God plans you must believe”

“There is a meaning for all of that”

“He will always be the one for you"

Soon you'll be with him, no matter what"

His love for you is great and strong;

nothing will break your love apart

not even the distance that will stay for a while

With this gift of love from the above

You had a taste of havens life,

keep the faith

You will see that the grief,

In your heart will no longer be"

~*~

Moved on, I did

Departed as far as I could

Letting no one get close to see

The suffering deep inside me

Far across the oceans

I carried your memories

Far across the fields

I cried out your name

I wonder if you can hear my call

I read my letters to you,

Hoping you’re somewhere listening to me



~*~



Sitting on the highest mountain

The clouds were below

The sky was near

Stairs were crystal clear

Crying tears of missing you

The moon staring at me sad

For my worn-out heart

Everything around is speaking to me

In Gods plan you must believe



Forgive me God

I believe in your plans

Is this the only way in answering my prayers every single night?

You brought him to my life

You filled my heart with all this emotion

That I stopped pushing aside

You brought him even to my dreams

You answered my wishes

I prayed for one more time

And you gave that one more time

it is forever mine

~*~

Regret I never did

Thank you hundred of time

Thank you hundred of time

For all the happiness

You blessed our hearts

My life was beautiful because of you

You been my inspiration

And now you inspire my pen to write

A million of years from now,

You will still be here

A vision didn’t get enough time to be fulfilled

A pure soul with a divine heart

It took your soul to help your loved ones

It took your soul to kill all the evil mind

It took your soul to change all the hearts

I promised you

I would always make you proud

I promised you

I would never give up on you

My promise I will never break,

For all the joy you bought to my life

I will be your voice,

I will be the dream you wanted to achieve

I saw the best in you

And you believed in me



~*~

30-1-2002