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The day I almost died
I Closed my eyes, and scream into the darkness.
The past is taking over my soul.
killing me from the inside, no longer am I whole.
the memories won't go away, here I am stuck with this hate.
i am not the girl you tried to create.
running to the cabinet, tears running down my face.
taking all the pills, and swallowing, and saying goodbye to the monster inside.
falling to the floor, you walk into the room,
seeign the bottle that lay next to me, your painkillers ,
are slowly numbing me. You pick the off the floor where I lay.
and rush me to the ER, speeding down the roads.
they take me away in a wheelchair, asking me why?
i can't hear your questions, the numbness is making me deaf.
they hook me up with wires, and un dress me,
filling me with black tar, and making me puke.
they make you stay in the cold waiting room.
where you put your hands on your knees and pray.
begging a god you don't believe in to let me stay.
swearing to be a better man, to be stronger for the little girl who needs you.
know understanding that I'm special, and need extra love, and care.
abandoned, betrayed, and abused are the things that almost took my life away.
hours felt like days, before they let you see me,
there I lay in a gown, with a iv in my arm, crying and saying I just want the memories to go away.
i never ment to say goodbye to you yesterday. I'm sorry.
