Lies

Lies.

Lies are all around me, lies are what I see,
At every single corner, or maybe it's just to me.

Maybe I'm the one cursed with lies,
Forced to see them bring tears to my eyes.

Lies keep coming, even when I try,
To keep those ugly things from my life.

Plenty of times, iv let them walk in,
Into my door, into my heart, many times before.
Ex boyfriends, ex girlfriends, ex friends, too,
But the majority came from you two.
My parents, have told more lies then any other has.
At least to me they have.

Lies

You have forced so many down my throught,
And many into my ears, well I'm sick and tired of
Hearing and sick of believing your words.

I can't trust you, and I don't remember the last time I did,
But why am I falling for this again?

The most recient lie you have told me,
Was that grandma Helen was fine.
She was doing better, and was going to be fine.

Only to find out, 2 weeks later that,
She not only had 2 strokes, but a heart attack as well.
She's been fighting the nurses, and saying nasty things,
She hasn't gone to rehab, to learn to walk again,
Shes been trying to escape and has been hitting her head,
Now yesturday she was rushed to the hospital again,
To see if there is blood on her brain.

You lied to us, and you shouldn't have.
You say it was to protect us, but that isn't protecting.
That's lying, desieving, and bull shiting us.
I'm almost a adult, I have every right to know.
You have no right to try to protect me,
I need to learn to deal on my own,
You can't protect me anymore,
And the more you try, the more I hate you for it.

Stay out of my way,and I'll stay out of yours,
Keep lying to me, and you will make this worse.
You only have 5 months, till I leave,
So quiet lying to me, so We can make it easier
For you and me.

Lies.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

To my parents once again. Liers.

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MisterSuperstar's picture

Liers.

Great poem, i can feel the emotion in it, i'm sorry so much was kept from you when you needed to know it.

Elfy's picture

Thank you. I'm glad you

Thank you. I'm glad you enjoyed it, and so am I. But she pasted away a few days ago, so the lies are kinda pointless now.


-Elfy*

MisterSuperstar's picture

omg

thats terrible, sorry to hear that once again, hope ur okay

Elfy's picture

ya, well its apart of life,

ya, well its apart of life, shit happens.
Thank you. And im dealing the best i can.
Keepin my head up.


-Elfy*

thisisme789's picture

I'm sorry that they are so

I'm sorry that they are so horrible to you! I wish I could help you!


<3

Elfy's picture

hon its apart of life lol.

hon its apart of life lol. Shit happens, regardless. When something like this happens, there is no stopping it, there is no helping.
Just comforting it, and learning to deal with what has happened. Ill be free soon enough, so dont worry about it.


-Elfy*

thisisme789's picture

okay hon. I'm glad that

okay hon. I'm glad that you'll be free of them soon...


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twisted_soul's picture

Liers fear the truth. They r

Liers fear the truth. They r just cowards, or in ur case just idiots. U gave them too many chances but they were comple asses and fooled a youngen. I'm not saying its ur falt, its all theirs. Just don't even listen too them... but u prob do that anyway. As always spoke to me from ur tortured soul