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A day before you leave,
you turn to me,
and deside, to tell the truth.
THis is a first, at least for you.

Why tell me now, when things ended long ago?
Did you feel guilty? Or did you really mean it?
Why open up to me, and not somebody else?

You tell me, that you miss me, that the love for me,
hasnt gone away.
That the love hasnt went away.
That the pain inside, hasnt left a day.

That even though im with someone that makes me happy today,
that you still must tell me, be fore you move away.

You say it took so long for you to say, the things you really mean,
because now that your sober, you see how much you loved me,
and how you cant hide from the pain any longer, that its over powering.
You say that your sorry, for walking away, even when i begged for you to stay.

You tell me that you were so afraid, of me leaving you,
that you couldnt comitit to me.
Why, couldnt you at least try, or at least not lie?
Why didnt you deside this, before you asked for my life?

3 months before you left me, you asked to spend your life with me,
for all of eternity. You asked me to marry, to spend every day with you.
Why couldnt you have, desided before, you made me closer, then before?

Why couldnt you have, saw through your fears,
when you knew that i had the same, and we could
have keep it straight.

But instead you chose to walk away,
to give up on your love,
not seeing how bad, it was to hurt me.
To see i wouldnt heal completly.

We didnt talk for a year and a half,
cause i couldnt cross your path,
cause i couldnt deal with the pain, of seeing you again.
I ran into you, a month after you left,
i tried not to cry, as you ran after me,
i tried to keep walking away, you grabbed my arm,
and said i never wanted it to end.
I ripped myself free from you, and said but you did.
You broke my heart, and you took it away,
knowing that i would end up in this much pain.

You tell me now, that the day you ran into me,
you where going to beg to be with me,
but where too scared to.

Well maybe if you did,
i would have said yes.
Maybe i would have healed from the heart brake,
but instead we kept going our separate ways.

2 years later,we crossed paths, and talked and argued,
before we could smile and laugh.
Now its all in the past,
but a bit, still hurts.
But now im with somebody that means alot to me,
i cant not just walk away, to be with you, now that you desided that i was everything to you.
Im sorry that you love me, i sorry that you hurt, im sorry that i cant be your girl.

Then finally, you tell me one thing more before you go,
" If one day, there could be a you and me again, id come back for you"
"I promise you that, and i promise, i would spend the rest of my days, showing you how much you mean to me me,
and how sorry i am, for leaving."
I still love you Elfy.

P.s Goodbye is not what i say, cause that is forever, but instead i say, ill see you later, cause ill be coming back".