When its my time to leave, and my family burys me,
ill be on my way, to Gods special staircase.
With the wings apon my back, and halo above my head,
Ill get to open Gods pearly gates, and walk beside him.
ill take Gods hand, and walk along the path.
Ill have many questions to ask him,
but for now there is only one.
"Can i see my Grandma"?
Ill look at him, with tears in my eyes, and wait for him to find her,
and ill be sitting on the holy side walk, and see them comeing down the road.
Ill stand up real fast, and as they get closer, i know its her at last,
ill run as fast as my feet will allow, and ill wrap my arms around her.
And she'll wrap her's around me too, and ill look her in the eyes,
and tell her "iv missed you."
Id tell her how much i love her, and how much i couldnt wait to see,
her face looking back at me.
Id tell her im sorry, for all the things that iv done wrong.
And i can see her now,
grabing my face, and saying, "dont cry now."
"Its all ok, we make mistakes, but your here today."
Id tell her about the things that she missed, but her smile, and silence,
would tell me that she already knew.
She would then turn to me, and say " baby, Gods told me everything,
and he's let me watch over you".
"I promised id never leave you, and i never lied."
"God let me keep my promise, and that was to always stand by your side."
"Even when you thought you were all alone,
i stood by yourside, when you cryed yourself to sleep, i held on to you."
"I never left yourside, even when i died, and had to go back home to God,
i was always with you."
"I was in your heart, and thats the one place, you would never loose me."
I would then turn to God, and hug him tightly, and thank him, for letting me see her,
for takeing me home. For takeing such good care of her, while i was gone.
I would then ask him, all the questions in my head, and go visit the others,
that i knew, that were in heavon.