I am tired of all the pain
that is place on my back,
I cant take this anymore,
as I kneel with only one knee to floor,
cause I only use both
when I talk to the lord,
this pain so tuff to cure,
my flesh opens
the wounds are so painful,
I can feel my flesh tear apart,
slowly it tears wide open,
after all the stabs,
that is why my lord
now with both knees to the floor
I will ask,
I pray for you
not giving me what many people want,
I want no more friends,
get them out of my life,
I dont need them,
I dont want them,
that is what I have learn recently,
I want to forget the meaning of a friend,
why?
Is simple
“keep your enemies close
and your friends closer”
Is the saying dont turn your back,
he is always the closes,
that is why is easier
for him to get you on your back,
I ask for this
with a Rosario wrap around the right wrist,
those who are close to me friends are not,
but now I know that family they become,
my dear carnal and carnalas,
how I love some much,
I dont want many so call friends,
but I can always have a few familia,
to survive in life,
I would exchange many friends
for only one carnal,
because when you are in need,
a family member walks in
when a friend walks out,
that is why
I am making the choice
to have no friends,
a family I could always depend
cause I know they will have my back,
so If I called you a true and cool friend,
now you are family and not a friend,
and for the new people in my life,
dont ask for friendship,
only ask for blood,
because my family
will grow as I see through your soul
and call you family as they will go on
-che