it's been 36 days,
and i'm still in a daze,
like damn,
it's crazy,
it's insane,
someone slap me,
knock some scence back into me,
help me to help myself,
i mean damn,
i've lost myself,
i've become something i thought i would never be,
whipped,
can you believe it,
i fell so hard,
for a cute face,
and pretty eyes,
much to my surprise,
damn it's time to open my eyes,
and take a step back and look at what's in front of me,
look at what i'm missing,
there are plenty of fish in the sea,
but that "one" got away from me,
still swimming around that same pond,
becoming very fond of her surroundings,
forgetting how close she came to getting caught by me,
but don't fret,
cause i haven't forgotten yet,
and as long as my heart beats,
and blood flows through my viens,
i will forever love you,
and that's insane,
pure insanity..........