My Anticipation

as i rise in the morning,

i begin to think about you,

i begin to think about how my day used to begin,

with the thought of knowing that you were mine,

anticipating  to hear your voice,

anticipating the point and time when i would see you,

hug you,kiss you,tell you that i love you,

just stare into your beautiful eyes,

yet now alone hide the feelings of sorrow,

i now posses,

i have to continue to tell myself that you're gone,

everytime i hear the phone ring i pray that it's you,

wishing you'd say what i long to hear,

praying that you,d be here as soon as i close my eyes,

wishing that i would no longer think of you,

but it's you all the time on my mind,

cause i miss my girl,

even though i'm moving on,

it's not the same,

wanting to still introduce you as my girlfriend,

instead of my friend,

i took it as a sign when my cousin remembered you,

the joy that you brought to him as he heard your voice,

is the same joy that you bring to me everytime i see you,

or hear of you,

or look at  pictures of me and you,

still keeping the door to my heart open,

waiting for you to come back in,

if you ever do,

i seriously tried to be mad at you,

to think bad of you,

there was too much love there for me to do it,

i couldn't bring myself to it,

i'm now anticipating the time when you'll once again be mine,

where we'll be together in one accord,

just you and me,

anticipating the time for me to once again  be fully happy,

whole and complete,

anticipating the return of my chubby bunny..........earl trying to smile =)


View eduffy's Full Portfolio