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is this how you wanted to end it by saying,

i can't take anymore of this,

yet at the same time you say i love you,

i want to be with you,

how could you lie,

you played me for a fool,

anger,confusion,sorrow,saddness and pain,

are a few things which drove me insane,

trying to get you out of my mind,

praying i'll be fine in due time,

yet when will my time come,

like the group travis sings i should buy a gun shoot everything and

everyone,

but that would never compensate,

the love and trust i put in you,

outkast said it best,roses smell like boo-boo,

and making me fill lower than spit is what you do,

making me fill not good enough for you,

how can i trust again,

i have a girl who has potiential to be more than a friend,

but the trust is not there,

could it be because she's short with fair complection,and dark hair,

or is it cause there are too many reminders of you there,

just like you she talks the talk,

but is there fakeness in her walk,

can i say she won't  be just like you,

jumping on the first person who says something nice,

or pays you a little more attention than i do,

will she eat up the crap,

the non-essential facts that this  tramp of a man spits,

sly he is as he plays his tricks,

telling you what you want to hear,

making you forget about the person who you said you loved so dear,

how could you lie to me,

your sin effecting me,

even though i'm trying to move on,

cause i can't once and again play that sad song,

the song where my heart gets trampled on in the end,

trying with a straight face to listen to you say,

oh we're just friends,

yet you could never look me in the eyes,

that alone let me know,

but i loved you so much,

i acted blind,

unfaithful you were to me,

lying and conniving you turned out to be,

and the worst part is,

my love for you is what made me let it happen,

i just closed my eyes,

i tried to hide,

i tried to deny,

that my angel,my world,my whole life,

would unfurl and land a devistating blow,

which continues to leave it's mark,

cause i continue to have this broken heart,

these shattered dreams,

these invisible tears,

these silents screams,

these evil and tormented dreams,

unfaithful you were to me,

yet i still continue to say,

that you were the best thing to happen to me.......



earl