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words continue to flow from my soul,

the flood gates of my heart have been opened,

i write these words because i know that they're my true feelings,

and not just some figment of my imagination,

i can't imagine trying to hide my feelings from you,

but now i have to,i have to be able to control myself,

i have to be able to stand back and watch you live life without me being a

part of it,

and i'm telling you it hurts,

it's like being a prisoner to myself,

i mean i wrestle against myself everyday,

feelings come and go,

but mine won't,

it's as if there is a ball and chain connected to my ankle,

letting me go so far until there is no where to go.....except backwards,

there is a spirit of fear upon me,

not letting me go anywhere,not letting me move on,

showing me the world through a peep-hole,

letting me see what i'm yearning for and just can't have,

i might as well just be in hell because my life without you is hell,

it's torture,constant pain,constant misery for me,

this is how my life has been lately,

suddenly there is a shadow hanging over me,

it continues to rain on me,

yet the rain are my tears which continue to fall,

my hands and knees bleeding from the constant falling,

why won't i just stay down,

why don't i just accept this hell of a life i have to live,

why can't i accept the fact that you're now his,

why can't i accept the fact that i'm in love with a person who's not in

love with me....Earl=(