no matter what you say to me
it somehow seems the same
I feel no joy or happiness
all i feel is shame
Tell me that the sky is blue
or that my shirt is red
all it does is make me cry
so id rather just go to bed
I tell you that im crazy
ask you please to let me go
you argue that im not
but that is the one thing that i know
I may not hear voices
may not see faces in the dark
but my thoughts, they haunt me,
on my wrists they make their mark
You always want to ask whats wrong
I tell you i just want to die
thats not an answer you will accept
you think its all a lie
Ive written the letters and Ive made the plan
I just cant follow through
everytime i even get close
all i can think of is you.