Ignorant

you don't see me

you don't hear me

as i confess my fears

or express through tears

that you are better

than this

yet you clench your fists

and grit your teeth

hiding beneath

your anger

is stranger

than not trying

even as I'm crying

and begging

you to love yourself

put your drugs

on the shelf

lay to rest

the mess you create

when you choose

to hate whatever

you can see

but when will you

choose to be

a bigger man

   ...for me...

 

but no

it's too late

i had to escape

the pain of us

no trust

no respect

as i sit and reflect

the damage done

it outweighs the fun

you could have been the one

but you wouldn't

grow up

were you too scared?

was it too much?

or did you just

not love me enough?

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Melanie M's picture

i loved this poem, it reminds me so much of a relationship i was in a long time ago.