My mind unwinds with every
tick or tock in my head
that I ignore to
greet the floorboards
and embrace the emptiness instead.
Crawl into myself,
sanity comes like lightning:
bright and brief
and back to the darkness is frightening
Bury the emotions
and choke on every heartbeat.
Succumb to the walls
that build themselves higher,
like my arms that raise in defeat.
Lock my head up,
the silence is deafening.
Open my heart out,
the pain is never-ending.
Wasting time,
to fight what can’t be seen.
Surrendered to the darkness:
safe, secret, and unclean.
Rather to know nothing,
than to know what I have done here.
My knowledge is not power,
but deep, purpled fear.
Really nice poem Anna.I love the way it captures the outpouring of the feeling and the isolation of it.
wow this is awesome!!! very beautiful...and i can relate. keep writing!
brittany~
sometimes when i read poems, i start wanting to hear music to accomany them. your poems do that. i lovem usic so much.