To Dad,
I have no memories of you
When I was young,
was there fun?
Because I miss you.
But I don't want to see you
because it hurts too bad
to let you go
back out on your own.
It's your fault you're alone
because I'm right here...
...where I've always been
Punk music fills my head
And all it sings is you.
You'll be glad to know
that I don't need you
because I never had you
and I don't want you
to hold me or console me
or fix my bruises.
It's me who chooses to fall anyway
because you were away
when came the days I needed you
to say "Everything will be okay."
Punk music fills my head
And all it sings is you.
I wonder if you feel
the same emptiness I do
when I simply think of you.
But please don't hurt like me.
You wouldn't be able to bare it.
I wouldn't want to share it
with a man, a stranger, a father
I never knew.
Shutting you out is better
than knowing you're so close
and not thinking of me
And the punk music
deafens my welcome ears
and all it screams is you.
From Daughter
Nice poem. I enjoyed reading this because I, too, love punk music!! Keep up the good work!!
new_wave_franky
July 08, 2009.