Happiness... I have lost this
Now sewn up with loneliness
And full of emptiness
I am in a state of blankness
I don't think I can take this
I know I can't shake this
I thought I was fearless
Maybe even tearless
I've grown to fear this
I want you to see this
I don't want to feel this
Don't want to be this
I once was rapturous
Bright and bold and shameless
But pricked by darkness
I am helpless
this poem says a lot to me and i really feel it