You think that love is something that will bring you satisfaction
You never knew a pain like this could come from such an action
Was loving me an adjective? Was loving me a verb?
It doesn't matter anymore cause 'love' is just a word
It's like walking through a world of gray, the rain comes splashing down
You look up to the sky and pray to God to let you drown
You don't want to be his sister, you don't want to be his friend
He says that's all you are to him, it's all you've ever been
That same old speech that every girl hopes she won't have to hear
The one guys use when the walls around her heart have disappeared
"I love you, but I'm not in love you," that's what he said
I shrugged it off, but silently, I wished that I were dead
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do to play it cool
To never let him know how much I feel like such a fool
It's not easy on the sidelines, watching as he picks a date
Knowing I can't be the one, hell, I don't even rate
And they say it's better to have loved and lost than not at all
But I'll have to disagree with that cause, damn, it hurts to fall
And now the walls are higher than they've ever really been
If anyone wants near my heart, good luck on getting in
Don't expect for me to show emotions that I've hidden
Cause I've closed the doors forever, yeah, for me, love is forbidden
You think that love is something that will bring you satisfaction
You never knew that it could cause the opposite reaction