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I have thought so many things lately.

From whether or not the abyss and the void lies within the center of the sun where one cannot physically go but can imagine therefore experience. I have thought about the reasoning behind freedom of speech as a law. I have come to my own conclusion. Freedom of speech is arrogance and ignorance at it’s finest. Freedom of speech is nothing more than an opinion of that which (or who) perceives. It’s nothing more than an observation of what the reality is depicting. Freedom of speech is the “right” to speak freely of your own topics, and the “right” to say what you want to say. Who gives me rights? Honestly, look at the scenario more logically.

When I say logically… most people think of bio-scientifically. That’s not always the logic, as in complete logic, and if it was the absolute decider of logic than life would be figured out… and it wouldn’t be a “theory.” We would know what makes things move and what the force is behind energy, like we know that if energy has no force than it won’t move. All that I depict is nothing more than moving connected energy, and I am nothing more than intertwined and connected with it. I’m nothing more than an ant to my perception. Small, minuet, and literally free to just be; if I choose to be that’s me in a nutshell. But, not to me… I have made it much more complicated than that, because my ancestors didn’t know better of their self, and it’s power.

By power I don’t mean magic, nor do I mean strength, nor to I mean it’s “powerful.” When I say it… I mean that it’s not physical… therefore if I live within my understanding of my real self, I myself do not have to be of the physical realm. I don’t have to be of the psychic realm either, but I can be. I can be under whichever realm I want because I believe I’m in that realm.

I can be spiritual, and remember my truest gift. Which is the gift of creation, I can create negatively. I can create positively. I can create my actions, my thoughts, my emotion, my understandings, my believe systems, my habits, my lust, my desires, my devotions.
I can create another life form. I can create my own life form. I can grow a damn PLANT.

There are things in the world people honestly think they need to understand and there are so many things in the world they have psychologically been trained to not think about strictly because of fear. They have been trained that their emotions are their expressions in the world, and they will not fully enjoy nor understand happiness in the world if they do not feel these things. They have been trained this way for a purpose as I have come across the discovery that these things and actions of “expression” are not necessary for a reason. As always, everything happens for a reason. Why do people not think about their surroundings and remember that everything is connected cosmically and consciously, and the realest reality is that the waking state (as in eyeballs open to experience what they “see”) is not truly the conscious one?

I may be the only person who understands this at my age… frankly. I’m at peace with that when I want to be, and I’m depressed about that when I choose to be. I choose these polarities. I am not at peace with being at peace is the problem. I too indulge I in my emotions, and delay the truth in my heart and in my life. I defer myself from the path on a daily basis, and my only cheap rationalization is that… I make a conscious effort to acknowledge the state of my consciousness. And do as I choose to remove myself from the negatives in which I have lived.

Here I am telling you all my thoughts, and where are you? Worrying about death yet? Thought about reincarnation yet, or whether or not “God” judges all your actions? Yeah, I can to all of those, and I decided God can’t really care. God isn’t a man as much as even I call him a he (psychological). God is more a Hermaphrodite than anything. He would be both… or he would be unisex, because why would God need to have sex? He created sex. He knows what the fuck we’re all going to do. He knew Jesus would be using his soul to show people a way where they may praise him more than the creator, but at least he wanted them to praise peace among one another. It’s sad to see those who think they are all there is, and there life isn’t anything, nor is it worth anything because it’s just “life.” Are you fucking kidding me??  Creation was made to invoke peace into the planet by the will we choose. We can choose to will selfishly into the emotional state of our life or we can be what we are made of. “The unknown” and since it’s so unknown we’ve been taught to fear it, as the body cannot recognize it. What if we didn’t fear it? What if we understood it… for what it is, and where it is, and the on the realest is what it isn’t.

Why? Because we’re not supposed too… that’s why. Polarities on earth create balance. Therfore God was balancing the creation of energy he produced when God gave us the free will and free thought. And yet I sit here and use “God” as my terminology for whatever intelligence made me.