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i don't know what to say anymore,

i feel like i just want to crawl into a corner,

sleep, and never wake up again,

the dreams are so much better than reality,

they're like heaven compared to this,

this is hell.  

loving you and knowing i can't have you,

it's the worst feeling in the world,

and i'm afraid to really let it all out,

i don't want to throw my love out,

to be seen by all,

stepped on and rejected,

it's better the way it is,

even if now i'm not happy.

atleast i'm not hurting...

no, that's not true.

I am hurting, more than anyone knows,

but atleast you don't see me hurting,

and that gives me a little comfort,

about as much as i can have, i suppose,

in a situation like this.

i wish i didn't feel like dying,

the pain is unbearable.

i wish i could just let you know,

let you know and have you feel the same,

you know so little of how i really feel,

not that i ever gave you a chance to see the truth,

that i love you.

i wish love didn't hurt so much.....

but alas, it does.