Hidden behind his daily facade,
Is a totally different person,
He puts up a face of cynicsm,
But inside is a different man,
Behind the walls that he's built up,
Is the one I got to know,
The guy who doesn't come out very often,
The one he doesn't let show,
I guess he doesn't want to seem to friends,
Like he needs help; he can't be weak,
But I know that somewhere inside of him,
Is another voice wanting to speak,
Another guy; if you take away the sarcasm,
A scared boy, just dealing with the pain,
A life he wants people to think is perfect,
But inside; what he is trying to contain,
Once I got him to open up to me, only once,
But I have to wonder why,
He picked me, someone he's never even met,
When he should have given his friends a try,
I guess it wouldn't be the same without,
All the persistance and low self esteem,
I just wish he wasn't so close all the time,
Such a mystery: that's what he seems.
~For Christian Ray Oliveros~