I walked quickly down the road
holding the money tightly
Thinking someone may take it away,
my sins come back to bite me.
But no one did and I continued to walk
wishing I had a car.
While also trying to get very far away,
from the loud noises of the bar.
It was desperately cold outside,
and I wished that I was home.
Because despite how old I was,
I was afraid of being in the dark alone.
I trudged down these quiet streets,
and saw something I hoped there wouldn't be.
And spun slowly but suddenly around
to see a set of headlights approaching me.
I didn't want to do this after all,
and wished I could run.
But other girl's told me about sicko's
and that is how their games begun.
So instead I stood their shielding my eyes,
waiting for the head lights to go down.
And sagged with relief to see it was a cop,
who helped me up from the ground.
He put me inside his car and wrapped me up,
while my slight body shivered in the cold.
I was surprised that he decided to help me,
this cop who was so very old.
I turned towards him as he got in
and asked if he could drive me home.
Because my mother had to head to work
and my little sister would be alone.
He asked me how far I lived
and asking where it was that I stay.
He seemed mildly surprised in fact
when I told him "home" was twenty miles away.
He asked me no questions at all,
he just stayed silent and began to drive.
He said he'd never have let a girl walk that far alone
as long as he was alive.
I smiled at this old cop who was so sincere
and happy that he seemed down right kind.
Until I began to fade into dream like memories
that suddenly flooded my mind
Twelve Years Ago:
I remember being so much smaller
with mama asking me to stop screaming please
and vaguely remember a pain so fierce
that I had fallen to my knees.
She was screaming into the face of a boy
that my memories said was my brother,
but I was more focused on this lady
who I couldn't believe was my mother.
She had millions of tears cascading her cheeks
as she tried to brush them away.
While my father packed his bags, back to us,
and she begged him to stay.
He said he was taking my brother with him
and that those two would be leaving this place
And then my father had turned around
and for the first time in years.... I remembered his face.
Then I was thrown back to the present
by the old cop's gasp and a sqeauling tire.
To see the house and place I had grown up,
was being swallowed up by a giant fire.
The police and fireman were trying to put it out
and I saw my mother satisfied where she seemed to be.
I screamed in her face asking what she had done,
she replied.... "I'm getting rid of Kennedy..."
Oh, that is really tragic.
Oh, that is really tragic.
...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."
"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "
Well her mother is supposed
Well her mother is supposed to be evil.
I'm not sure yet but I was thinking of writing a poem that delved into the minor Characters pasts.
Such as Mercedes' Parents, Diamond's adopted mother.... Diamond's real mother who remain unknown, Steven and possibly even Christopher Hawkins but I'm not sure. What do you think?
I think,
that would be amazing, because it would show the reader some insight on how the parents came to be that way.
Love. (^.-)
"We are, Each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another." -Luciano De Crescenzo