Love of my Life

When I saw you, I knew

From the moment I first laid eyes on you

Never a word spoken between us yet I knew that we'd be

Four years later -  How many schools? Three?

 

We became friends stayed in touch through my life  

Who would have known You'd become my wife

I was so happy even looking back at our worst

You were the love of my life My life - True and first

 

Things weren't great and all relationships have flaws

You got deep inside of me and dug in your claws

Now I can't over you even though I'm ripped to shreds

I miss laying close to you and sharing a bed

 

You gave me a son who is the most beautiful life I've seen

Then you take him away Only in an effort to be mean

I'm in love with my child and you took him away

Its almost a year and I've seen him a handful of days

 

You've kept him away from me and have toyed with me about getting back together

You've inspired me to walk miles to meet you to see my boy in the worst rainy weather

Only to stand me up not answering calls and ignoring me

I don't know what I did to make you want to hurt me'

 

You were the love of my life, You know I always told you so

I wanted to have more children and allow our family to grow

Little did I know that yoiu had other plans

You were having an affair and fell for another man

 

 

I knew that you were changing and growing distant from me

You liied over and over when i asked what it could be

I didn't recognize the end though you were rubbing it in my face

Now it feels like the last 15 years were a waste 


You were the love of my life

Who then became my wife

We had a beautiful son

Then you gutted me with a knife


Yet I miss you all the time...... You are the love of my life

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I was with my wife for 8 years. I have a beautiful 4 year old son. She has played all kinds of games with my head and heart.. All I have ever done is love her. You'd think I beat her or something

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