Pain

Situations like this i hate.
Which is why i said this would never be me
The pain you left me with is unbearable.
I try to act like it doesn't affect me but deep down its killing me
On the outside i may look happy but when you left you took my happiness
talking to other females want help my heart because i gave it to you.
I cant even look at another female without thinking of you
Is it a bad thing that i love you so much
You say you love me but you dont wanna be with me
Tell me what the fuck kinda love is that
I think maybe i should have cheated on you and treated you bad
It seems like thats what you really want in a relationship
But because i love you so much i could never do that
But lately i really just wanna say fuck you and have a nice life
Because the pain that you cause me i want you to feel the pain to

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Girl friend left me and this is how i feel

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The Way I Feel

At least there were no children - no house to sell and divide up, no...if she left, there are seven billion other people on earth half of them female...just a thought. Pain is self induced. Never let someone else control your emotion for long, drive you to do stange things like write poems about pain - just a thought. - get well quick, we need poetry! - allets