I wanted to drive off a bridge today
but I didn’t.
A song made me happy.
I wanted to pop some pills today
but I didn’t.
A stranger made me smile.
I wanted to slit my wrists today
but I didn’t.
A friend made me laugh.
Dark and blue,
Pain and sadness.
It is the chill that creeps
into a white soul
and blackens it;
None seem to notice it
until it is too late.
I wanted to kill myself today
and I did.
A boy broke my heart.
To become a conqueror of "lifes battles" we must become "prayer warriors". In order to become a prayer warrior one must "believe in the spirit world". In order to believe, one must "choose to believe". In order to increase your faith, one must "seek with sincerity". No one can force anyone to "believe".
There are many paths, and each of us must find our own spiritual road to walk. Learn to think outside the "box" for it is there that you will find many of the answers that you seek. Many people choose not to believe in the spirit world, but is more real than this one.
You will find that "most of the time" the battle is in the mind.
I sincerely hope that you win your battles.
Heartbreak is melancholy, I know. Happened to me twice already.