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I remember when we first met,

All I saw were those beautiful brown eyes.

It was then I'd left my world with no regret,

He just took too long to realise.



Since then I became addicted,

Tried so hard to go slow but it failed.

Even my dreams couldn't have predicted,

How quickly all our feelings were unveiled.



To think I've been so close to losing you,

And that I'd be the one to blame.

I didn't give you the space to work things through,

Believe me, This was never my aim.



All I want is to be able to love you,

But my mind is so messed up right now,

I can feel it there, so strong, begging for you,

For some reason, I just don't know how...



Even though I let you go away,

I didn't react the way I thought I would.

It was becoming more intense everyday,

I couldn't handle my feelings the way I should.



I can't take that you're leaving again,

Another two and a half  years holiday from me,

Now I don't know who's to blame,

As you talk like that’s how you want it to be.



Now all I wish for is that you never went,

Never met these others with “perfect lives”

I can see that here you’re no longer content,

Only hearing complaints from the ones with wives.



Finally, you know why I’m having all these fears,

Because all I can see is a time limit for us,

You’ll go back to them, and I’ll be left with the tears,

‘Cause I’ll have no more certainties I can trust.



I will always be here for you,

But I won’t put myself through all this again,

As soon as you know what in life to pursue,

Let me know, and we’ll go on from then.