Look at me now, I'm stronger than before,
I'm too strong, I've turned in to a whore.
I hid my feelings so no one can get to them,
No chance of me to fall in love again.
Hid sheltered while others got what I wanted,
My choice to back away always left me haunted.
Come on boy, look at what I am now,
All you can say is how I'm a stupid cow.
It's not fair how you constantly damage me,
I want to let go of you, to be let free.
No matter what I am, I still get hurt,
Left for the bin, treated as dirt.
Maybe I wanted to keep Neil, not to cheat,
But thanks to you I've had to accept defeat.
Look at me now, I'm still infatuated with you,
Changing my life to see what you would do.
Leave me alone, get the fuck out my head!
So the future I won't constantly dread.
Look at me now, I'm a total whore,
I'm supposed to be stronger than before!